Color of the Day

INSPI (RED)

re- NEW- ed

*i had my haircut last May 28 2007...sad to say, i did'nt like the way its "FIX-ed" (bwahaha...)

to my despair, i decided to have my hair done again(June 4,2007), this time...with an additional color treatment:)

Voila!!! I LOOOOVEEEEEE It!!! :)

SALAMAT

salamat sa inyo'ng lahat...

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Mama- sa pagmamahal
Papa- sa pasensya
Kuya- sa pangunawa

*kahit hindi perfect ang family natin, thankful parin ako kay God na kayo ang inatasan na magmahal at mag-alaga sakin...salamat Mama, Papa and kuya sa pagmamahal, Mahal ko rin po kayo:)

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A. Jean- sa pagaalaga (actually, sa lahat..salamat)

K. Do & A. Jot- sa magandang halimbawa (saludo po ako sa inyo)
A. Ai- sa "moments" (can't forget ur recording..aha!!!..ang ganda kasi ng boses mo eh ;] )
A.Mimi- sa pagremind (malaking tulong yun sa'kin..salamat)

Shamira- sa biblical truths (simula bukang liwayway palang..to 'd highest level ka na talaga)
Karen- sa creativity (panalo ang mga designs at artworks mo)

R.A.- sa pagtulong (pag kelangan kita, anjan ka handa ako'ng tulungan, salamat)

Eunice,Joanna & Anding- mga magaganda ninyo'ng mga boses (with matching actions pa...)
Joy-sa pagiging direct (Go D's)

Osan- sa pangungulit (buti nalang kapatid ang turing ko sayo hehe...)

Matt- sa pagli-lead (future youth pastor???)

Kimpee- sa katalinuhan (di ko ma-dig sa lalim)

Justin- sa mga ngiti (ang cute kasi..parang bear...ooopss..shams??? )
Mark- sa E.T.'s (we both looove dat, don't we? :] )

Kim- sa iyo'ng beaiful eyes (ugh!)
Osep- sa mga jokes (kahit madalas corny... PEACE!!!)

Micah- sa pagsama sakin sa pagkanta (kaya natin 'to)
Mikel- sa pagiging mabait (wala ka pari'ng kupas)
Merill- sa pakikinig (... narinig mo ba?)

Patrick- sa pagbuhat ng mga bagay-bagay (superman?)

Tim- sa pagiging masunurin (kahit ano ata sabihin ko,susundin mo eh...aheheh)
Pito- sa pagiging future doctor (para pag nagkasakit ako, libre na pagpapagamot ko sayo db?)

*kayo ang pangalawang pamilya ko... sa ayaw nyo man o sa gusto...kaya magtiis kayo sakin...wahahhaha :)

basta...taos sa puso ko na ako ay nagpapasalamat dahil naging parte kayo ng buhay ko at tinulungan ako na magkaroon ng direksyon ang buhay ko...

muli...

SALAMAT!!! :)

Pinocchio

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Oh yes, I'm the great pretender..oohhh... - - yan ang kanta ng mga killers

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di ko nabigyang hustisya ang role ko na killer...(si osep at si ate ai kasi eh...)

nabisto ako...obvious daw ako, waaaaahh!!!!sayang!!!

but wait there's more,kahit papano napaniwala ko parin si mark na hindi ako yung killer*clap,clap,clap* :)

PAALALA: wag araw-arawin ang paglalaro nito...

"You can never can tell" (hahaha) baka ginagawa mo narin pala sa aktwal na buhay mo ang pagiging "great pretender"....

Ingat!!!

(alam ko na gusto niyo na tumangos ang ilong niyo,pero baka masobrahan at matulad kay pinocchio)

Ingat!!!

Brigada Eskwela

maaga--para maraming nagagawa
nakakapagod--pero worth it kasi alam mo na hindi lang puno ang tinatanim mo sa eskwelahan
mainit--pero masaya pag sama-sama na nagtutulungan
nakakagutom--pero naguumapaw sa food
mabato--pero masarap ang feeling pag naaalis mo ito

marami ako'ng pwedeng i-dahilan para hindi sumama ngayo'ng brigada eskwela,mainit kasi at hindi ako marunong magtanim(lahat ng tinatanim ko..hindi ata tumutubo...)hahahaha---pero sige...Go lang sa pagpunta sa KIKO,hopeful parin ako na ang kamay ko ay may maitutulong sa kanila...

kahit hindi ako sigurado kung tutubo ang maitatanim ko'ng puno, isa lang ang sigurado ako... nakapagtanim ako ng pagmamahal hindi lang sa kapaligiran kung hindi sa puso rin ng ibang mga tao...

sunny S-U-N-day???

A S-U-N- day which is not so "sunny" for me.

I put my yellow shirt on + my floral skirt that day

(*marami kmi n nagyellow dat day...haha...selecta,sasayaw b tayo? aheheh :] )

para hindi makisabay sa lungkot ng panahon,at para ma-feel ko naman ang summer ;)

*Bakit???

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A.M.

7:30-8:50-- Preparations (breakfast, take a bath, etc. )

8:50-9:10-- on my way to church

9:10-- 10:30-- sunday school
*sunday skul with teacher shams...hmm..memorize ang map ng europe???hahahha..bakit kaya???:)

10:30-12nn-- Worship service
-songleading by nix plus matt, a.nice and andrei (...)
-tribute to mothers-- waahh..*cry,cry,cry* thanks shams at katabi kita during d prayer time... :)
-message(ptr.jorge de ramos)-- Obedience! *tugsh*tugsh*tusgh* (natamaan ka ba?)

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P.M.

12nn-1:30pm-- Lunch at Jollibee with A.Jean, A.myra,Velasquez's, and pito

1:30-2pm-- secrets(sshhhh!!!!*ayan ah.. ehehe :) ... )

2pm-2:20-- short mtg and prayer time befor the congre mtg.

*take note:umulan ng malakas..nakikisabay ang langit sa mga pagiyak ng puso namin

2:30pm--Congregational Meeting

*wohooo..dumugo ata utak ko...extended pa hanggang 6:10 pm(waaaahhhhh!)

6:10pm--7:30pm--E.T. san ba tau? discussions...

7:30 pm--Bo's coffee daw..waahhhh..at isa pang waahhhh!!!!! dahil hindi ako makakasama..kamusta naman ako,huhu :( pero ok lang, first test ko lang ata to sa message kanina.. OBEDIENCE!!!! (hehehe)

Focus on the Family(FOF) muna ako...enjoying the pancit and the pandesal for dinner...

9pm--phone conversation kay mama...
*Happy Mothers Day Mama!!!!*
*I Love You*
*Ingat ka lge*
plus some kwentuhans...
*passport,studies?,coc?
hay...pray nalang ako sabay iyak...

*ayan ang mga rason kung bakit...

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Heartshouts--waahhhh!!!! I miss you Mama!!!!!!! I Love you!!!!!!!!!! mwah!!!

willing to wait...

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willing to listen...

krrring...

90-27-43

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Kahit krrring lang ng telepono

solve na ako

Just wait...

You long to give yourself to someone, to have a deep relationship with one another...

To be loved exclusively and thoroughly...

But

God says: "NO, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone...giving yourself unreservedly to me. Discover that only me is your satisfaction, then you will be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you."

I want you to stop planning, wishing and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan existing, one that you cannot imagine...

I want you to have the best...please allow me to bring it to you.Just expect the greatest things...keep listening and learning the things I tell you...

Just wait, that's all...

E.T.--> P.T.

Extended Time to Physical touch???haha...hindi noh!

Extended Time to Prayer Time ...

sabi nga ng mga think tonk team...

E.T. is : Anywhere, Everywhere (at kung ano pa'ng where na maisip nyo)-- it's not the place ika nga nila...it's the people

madalas tayo'ng naglalakwatsa kung saan man tayo dalhin ng mga paa natin, kwentuhan,tawanan,iyakan,usapan at kainan:)

pero...wait lang! hindi lang yun ang pwede'ng gawin...

Pray, Pray, Pray!!!! andaming kelangan ipag-pray!!! diba???

Pray muna bago ang iba... :)

ssshhhh.... Pray ka muna!

-uNpUbLiShEd-

I grew up in a Christian family, wherein my parents and my eldest brother would always make me feel that I'm loved. I know there's no such thing as a perfect family, but having a complete one with my Dad, Mom and Kuya around makes me feel like it is perfect.

Until we received a phone call from my Uncle, telling my Mom that Grandpa is in a critical condition and that she must process all her papers (passport, visa etc.) to be with our Grandpa right away. We prayed for God's healing for our Grandpa, and for the approval of my Mom's visa as soon as possible. Within a week, my Mom's visa was approved. God answered our prayers. Several weeks after my Mom got there in California, Grandpa was healed of his illness. From then on, my Mom decided to stay there to better take care of him.

How can I not miss my Mom so much when during the most special moments of my life, she was not there personally to be with me..like witnessing my High School Graduation, and celebrating my 18th birthday. Though I know she's been trying to give us the best in life, but I'm still left with a hole of loneliness in my heart.

I'm very sensitive and emotional about this matter that whenever my Mom would call us, I would cry during or after our conversation. One night after, I went to my room and cried out to God all my questions, hurts, feelings of helplesness and loneliness. He reminded me one of His promise that, "He will never leave me, nor forsake me." (Hebrews 13:5)

I found God faithfully encouraging me to just hang on to His promises.

Trusting His plans for me and my family would be for the good.

BIG ROCKS

One day an expert in time management was speaking to a group of business students and to drive home a point, used an illustration those students will never forget.

As he stood in front of the group of high-powered overachievers he said, "Okay, time for a quiz," and he pulled out a one gallon wide mouth mason jar and set it on the table in front of him. He also produced about a dozen fist-sized rocks and carefully placed them, one at a time, into the jar. When the jar was filled to the top and no more rocks would fit inside, he asked, "Is this jar full?"

Everyone in the class yelled, "Yes." The time management expert replied, "Really?" He reached under the table and pulled out a bucket of gravel. He dumped some of the gravel in and shook the jar causing the pieces of gravel to work themselves down into the spaces between the big rocks. He then asked the class once more if the jar was full.

By this time the class was on him and said "Probably not."

"Good" he replied. He reached under the table and brought out a bucket of sand and started dumping it into the jar. The sand went into all of the spaces left between the rocks and the gravel. Once more he asked if the jar was full.

"No!" the class shouted. Once again he said "Good and grabbed a pitcher of water and began to pour it into the jar until the jar was filled to the brim.

Then he looked around the room and asked, "What is the point of the illustration?"

One eager beaver raised his hand and said, "The point is that no matter how full your schedule is, if you try really hardyou can always fit some more in."

"No." the speaker replied, "that's not the point...The truth is that this illustration teaches us that if you don't put the 'big rocks' in first, you'll never get them in at all."

What are the 'big rocks' in your life? Time with our loved ones, your faith, your education, your dreams, a worthy cause, teaching or mentoring others. Remember to put these BIG ROCKS in first, or you'll never get them in at all...

What/Who is the BIG ROCK in your life?

Then get those in your jar first.

The Moon

Lesser orbs, That's us.
Appreciated. Valued. Loved dearly.
But central? Essential? Pivotal?
Nope.Sorry.
God does not exist to make a big deal out of us. We exist to make a big deal out of Him...

The moon generates NO light.
Apart from the sun, the moon is NOTHING more than a pitch-black, pockmarked rock.

BUT...

properly positioned, the moon beams
let her do what she was made to do, and a clod of dirt becomes a source of inspiration

("It's Not About Me"--Max Lucado)

Proud to be "God's Achay"

Achay= alalay, utusan

You ( Christ ) made me realize that the word "achay" is not bad at all...

I am your "achay",
I am your "utusan",
I am your servant...

may my life be pleasing to you Master( Christ )...

1st time...

yey!!!at last..i already have a blog.
Thanks to besti!!!haha... :)
missin you!!! mwah!